Tuesday, July 31, 2007

Update:

Hey you guys ..just got back from Ko-Somate.. the island.  I went with a friend to the market one last time.  I will really miss the markets here.  And ..I've found that I've really fallen in love with Thailand.  It's such a great place. So much variety..color ..beauty.
 
The island was GORGEOUS.  I've never actually had a VACATION like that before.  We spent our days laying on the beach and drinking fruit shakes.  I didn't get that much color since  I couldn't wear my swimsuit.  They said we had to wear board shorts and tank tops.  It was still amazing - I had a wonderful time.  Salt water is really something.  I drank a lot of it. 
I picked up a bunch of shells this morning - think I'll make a necklace for you mom.  They have these natural holes already punched in the tops of them.  Pretty cool.
 
Tomorrow's our last full day.  Then Wednesday at 8 am we head out of here.  We'll be flying with the sun, so it'll be the longest day of my life.  We get back on Wednesday at 10: pm in Kalispell, even though we'll have been traveling for three days. 

Our lay-overs are in Taiwan, Seattle, Salt Lake, and then Kalispell.
We'll meet up with one of the other teams in Taiwan..and travel part of the way with them. That'll be nice. Good to see them again.
 
I can't wait to see you all. It's been too long.
 
love-
joanna

Saturday, July 28, 2007

Update: 7/27/2007 - Welcome to the Island!

I have such cool news !! We're in Bangkok.. got in early this am. And got a little time to rest and recoup before starting our debrief.
 
We found out later, that tomorrow we'll be going to an island (forget the name) in the gulf of Thailand tomorrow.  We get to spend a few days 'relaxing' on the beach before we head home.  They said they usually do this for every team before coming home - but we had NO idea.  They didn't even hint.  In FACT they said that we had more 'ministry' to do.  And I was just praying so hard.  Because I'm really wore out.  And I was like " God ..ok. I can do this.  Just fill be up.  Be my strength."  And then I find out that I'm going to the beach.  An ISLAND no less.
 
We'll be traveling by Sontow - our main form of transport here - tomorrow at 7 am.  For three hours.  And then when we get to the ocean, we'll be getting into a couple of speed boats.  And traveling for a few hours out to the island.  I'm SO EXCITED!

I had to get some board shorts today since we can't wear two pieces and ..my legs are SOO white from wearing skirts all summer - it's not even funny.
I'm so many different shades of brown and white..it's sad.  I could mix and match every nylon color on my body in different places, how embarrassing.
 
Oh well. Life goes on.
I'm SO EXCITED!
We'll be back on Tuesday and head home Wednesday.
Talk to you soon!!

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

Update: 7/24/2007 - Orphanage Visit

We went to an AMAZING place yesterday..It's an orphanage called "home of the open heart".  It's run by this lady who's around 50, and reminded me a lot of you mom.  They started it in 2000, and already have 17 orphans living there.  Eleven of them are HIV positive. They have full-time nannies living there and caring for them.  You have to commit to 10 years when you volunteer to work there...so that the children can have you in their lives for a substantial chunk of their growing up years...and aren't constantly getting attached and loosing people.  They also have cottages - that are BEAUTIFUL..and they take in destitute widows/ and mothers -  who are too poor or sick to care for their children, or who have HIV, and will pass on soon.  At least they can know their little ones are in a good place.
 
I broke down in tears several times just walking around the place..because of the presence of God and how well the place was being run.  It was amazing...to see the looks of their faces - even though they know they're dying.. they were so happy.
I could see you running a place like that someday mom.  And if there's something I've been impassioned for during this time at YWAM..It is, to partner with other people who are passionate for God.  And HELP THEM make their dreams a reality. 
 
I love you so much.

 

Update: 7/23/2007 - Church Thing

Thought I'd comment back about the church thing.  We've been traveling to different places every week we've been here so "we've been the service" everywhere.  This last week was the greatest though.  We worshiped in the upper room of the Smoothie Shop with Jesse and his wife Uab.  Nan, Boom, View - and the other Smoothie shop staff..our team, and a few local Thai people.  We sang worship songs and Jono gave the message.  It was incredible!  Reminded me of how it was back when the church began.  A few disciples ..gathering together to worship, pray, and encourage each other in the faith.
 
I love you - keep the notes coming ...they keep me going.

Thursday, July 12, 2007

Update: 7/10/2007 - Be the Duck

Today we have our outreach interviews with our leaders to see 'how we're doing'. It's a part of our requirements for 'graduation' when we get back. I think I'll do just fine.


This morning we had a really good time of worship, and intercession for each other. We individually asked Holy Spirit what He wanted us to be focusing on "putting on" for the last few weeks of outreach (this study came out of Colossians 3 - we are dead to our old nature, and need to put on the new nature)... He gave me a picture of water sliding off the back of a duck. And He told me that I needed to be like that ..with difficult people. To not let their harsh words, snotty comments etc. get to me. To not allow a root of bitterness to grow or fester. But to be like that duck and let them roll right off. He told me to focus on being "Courageous in Love". Because we love is our motivation..and we do things with that motive in mind - we do not have a 'circumstantial' attitude. "They did this to me..so I feel this toward them." We become initiators instead of responders.


I've been struggling lately in this area. That's because I was trying to work it up. God's love is never ending...the fuel tank is always full. I need to get my supply from Him. To not let their words, actions, or attitudes determine my words, actions, and attitude toward them. But to see them through God's eyes...be like the duck - let it slide - and be consistent in LOVE and GRACE. Because mercy triumphs over judgment. God has given me grace when I didn't deserve it..just so..I am to freely give what I have received.

An encouraging word - and gentle rebuke - from Father this morning. It was so good. He loves those He corrects. So I know I'm in the right place.

 

My English class is going good. Last night I met my students for the first time - Ann, Oom, Kai Kum, and Bia. They are very cute. Pray that God gives me good Ideas to help them learn, but that I also get to plant seeds and love them into the kingdom.

 

I hope everything there is going well. I miss you all -

 

love, joanna

Update: 7/7/2007 - Cold Coffee & western toilets

I just got to Chang Rai..well, not just. We actually got in last night. Terry and Janean are back too. It was so good to see them again. It felt like "mom and dad" were home. They are like adopted YWAM parents..and are so wonderful. They had a good time in Australia..as good as it can be under the circumstances. The funeral was on Wednesday. And it was an open casket...(which I've never heard of for baby deaths).

 

Chang Rai is great. It's civilization...Our dorm that we're staying in is really nice, with AC in the rooms and even a western toilet that flushes!! And there's a sink and a mirror in the same room as the toilet.


We'll be here for two whole weeks. Jesse and Oab have started a coffee/smoothie shop with YWAM and we'll be working there and building relationships with the university students. In the evening I'll be teaching "English conversation" classes with a few of my fellow team mates. The others will be teacher guitar lessons, doing sports ministry, and hanging out on the campus with the students.. it'll be way different then the work we've been doing in the hill tribes - which was more apostolic and "servicey." We held a lot of programs and did dramas, the dance, and preaching. We'll still do some of that here, but more then anything - it'll be just getting to know these people and live with them in their culture..and share Jesus' love on a day to day deal as we teach them what we know..with the English, music, etc.

I'm excited about the smoothie shop too. It gives me so much hope for the future - just hearing how they got it started. I think of How God might birth YadaRoot coffee shop ministry...and how great that will be. This is the second ministry of this nature, that I've gotten to see and hear about... so I'm really encouraged.

 

Tonight we're going to the night market, and I think some of us will go and get our Hair cut and get Thai massages - which are supposed to be amazing. I've never had a massage before. It's 100 baht for an hour - that's 3 dollars American!!

 

I hope that everything there is going great..and that you're playing lots of scrabble and getting ready for me to come home. I'm really looking forward to sitting around the table with all of you - talking about our last half a year..(5 months). We'll have to buy some Starbucks ice cream and drink the REAL coffee hot and black. The coffee here is good..but it's so much stronger then in the states..so it took me a while to get used to. Also - they serve it in little 4 oz. cups. Everything here is served "small" - even if you order "large". But it's good ..it's really good. Just different. I haven't been able to drink it hot though - because it's soo hot here. So I've been frappin' it up (frappuccino).

 

It's exciting though. God has been giving me really cool ideas for YadaRoot coffee shop. As I continue to travel, and experience different cultures - I want to pick up ideas and recipes (For coffee and pastry/food) and have a multi cultural coffee shop ..with tastes and sounds from all over the world. What do you think??

 

I need to go. But I just wanted to write you and let you know that I'm in Chang Rai - the YWAM family is reunited..and we'll be embarking on a new phase of the journey tomorrow. There's only 3 weeks left. And I'm in a city with internet - this is cheaper. So if you want to reach me..send me a line.

 

love you,  -joanna

Update: 7/6/2007 - Starbucks with rice & beetles

I am looking forward to having the fall at home - if that it was God allows.

 

This past week as been difficult. We've all seemed to reach the end of our supply - physically and spiritually..with these hills tribes. It's been hard to lead a group..when you were the STUDENT the week before. God took care of it though. He used it to teach me more about servant leadership..grace..and patience. God's good like that.


We will be leaving tomorrow for Chang Rai - praise God!! The last three weeks will be spent there. Terry and Janean get back on Saturday night. If all goes according to plan. It will be nice to have them. I don't want to make it sound like this past week has been terrible. It's been really good actually. We're all just tired.

 

We saw 13 people accept the Lord - it was an entire family. The were formerly the village witch doctors. So some of us got to witness/ take part in their 'cleansing ceremony' of burning all their charms and instruments that they had used to call the evil spirits. It reminded me of stories I'd hear from Grandpa and Grandma Walters in Madagascar.

 

On the fourth of July we were preparing to leave the Tribe. They killed a fatted goat. Correction. They had Emily- one of our teammates kill the goat. And then we watched them boil it..skin it..tear it from limb to limb, and make our dinners. Don't worry Dad - I took plenty of pictures. It was really disturbing. =)

 

The kids there were beautiful. I've been taking a TON of pictures of them, and really want to do some serious painting when I get home.


MOM...the end of the week we got to work in an orphanage that you would have just LOVED. It was set up so nice...more like a home then anything. They only had 10 little girls..and they treated them just like their own. We slept with them in one big open room. Under PINK mosquito nets. I felt like a princess.

 

I love you all so much. Eat LOTS OF that wonderful AMERICAN FOOD. You don't know how good you've got it..until you have rice and beetles, bat wing, pig ear, BBQ frog, fish eyes...or some of the other interesting 'delicacies' we've been so fortunate to sample (live on)...ha !!


Everything is funny in retrospect...so they say.


Did I mention we're going to CHANG RAI tomorrow?? God Bless Starbucks for taking over the world!!! ....land o lattes here I come.

 

LOVE YOU - joanna

Update: 7/1/2007 - Power of God in the Hill Tribes

My Dear Friends,

It feels like so much longer then just one week - that I was last able to write you. We left Chang Mai on Saturday night and traveled to Pua, a smaller town 5 hours north (l believe... Haven't seen a map for a while). We arrived there at 4:am in the morning, only to find out that our contact thought we were coming the next day. So we slept on the side walk for a few hours with our luggage..while we waited to find out what was going on. Ironically - it was one of the best sleeps I've ever had.

We stayed in a guest house for one day while our leaders got information about the next hill tribe. That was Sunday...Monday morning we all piled into the back of the Pastor's friend's truck and traveled another 3 1/2 hours north. It was some of the most beautiful scenery I've seen here in Thailand!!

In Baobgea, the hill tribe, we stayed in a bamboo hut on stilts ..and I got the experience of sleeping in a mosquito net for the first time!! There were a lot of friendly people and animals. I had one small cow that was especially fond of me - and followed me everywhere I went. Even the squatty (potty).

God moved in some crazy amazing ways. 31 people made first time commitments to follow Jesus. All were children and teenagers. Two women's backs were healed. Something with the spine - as we felt it move back into place while we were laying our hand on it!  One woman's eyes were healed..and she regained clear vision ...as well as the redness and puffiness went away immediately!!!  That same woman's appendix was healed...not sure what the total problem was with it, but she told Ja, our translator, that she has had terrible pain for a long time - some months - and that pain totally left her that night.

Two mothers brought their children to the church - with high fevers... We prayed and immediately the fevers left and they stopped crying. The One boy was just a small 10 month old.

We worked in the village school teaching English, and in the evenings held church services and visited the sick in their homes. I was blown away by these people's faith. They just expected God to do whatever we prayed. And He did. They told us, "We are so glad you have come. We know that your God is the way. He is our God too. We believe Him..not in man..but in Him."

This weekend we had the opportunity to host an "English Camp" at one of the government schools. This was challenging in a lot of ways - as they did not know that we were coming to also share the gospel. And the school was VERY Buddhist. Every morning and every night loud sirens would sound and the kids would line up and chant to Buddha. It broke my heart and was very discouraging ..because we would tell them about God's love - and then watch them go and bow to a statue made of gold. Literally.

Even through the opposition...God was there...and moved on the kids' hearts. No one got saved..that I know of. But they loved us, and we loved them, and we got a lot of their addresses..and will keep in touch. I believe that through a continued friendship..and more watering of those seeds that were planted...their eyes will be opened. I got attached to some of them though, and it was hard to leave.

Now we are in another small town. Staying at the Pastor's home. We will have tomorrow off - so I will have more time to write a few personal notes to you.

Tuesday - we will be leaving to go to our last hill tribe. This one is three hours north - in another direction. The Pastor says that these people have NEVER HEARD OF JESUS and NEVER SEEN A WHITE PERSON. So we are headed into way new territory. Please remember us in your prayers. He says that they have just been introduced to 'clothes'. As many of them still wear loin cloths...or something. This is what I imagined when I first heard that we were staying in hill tribes - but it has not been the case..until now.

Terry and Janean got terrible news this past week. They lost their first little grand daughter at birth. So they will be leaving our team for 6 days  - as we go to this new spot. And have left Jono and Me in charge....and I would appreciate your prayers for that. That God would give us grace for communication in Thai..and wisdom to be good leaders, and for safety. Also pray for Terry and Janean. As they go to Australia to see their son and daughter in law - for the memorial service.

More later - I LOVE AND MISS YOU ALL. MY PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU !!!

- joanna


Saturday, June 23, 2007

Update: 6/23/2007 - Bearback Elephants

Hello !!
 
We just got back from our second Hill Tribe. Mosakee. It is a refuge hostel for orphans, widows, and the children of the hill tribe people who cannot afford to support their children on the wages they make. It was started by an amazing woman named Dteday - who was given the vision for this ministry back in the 80's. It was during a time when the child sex trade industry in Thailand was at an all time high. And her heart was just broken for the people. She knew that she had to do something, and so she prayed. She told God, "I am here. And I am available. You tell me how I can make a difference. And I will. I will do whatever you tell me to do."
 
This is a woman who was saved because of missionaries who came to her land in India in the early 1900s. She was a part of a tribe that were head hunters. But the entire tribe was saved. And today 80% of them are in missions globally. She is here in Thailand, and God has used her enormously. She has forged every bit of the work with prayer and totally dependence on God. Today they have 60 orphans living there, going to school, involved in sports, the arts and music - which is amazing in itself. They are in the middle of NOWHERE with electric guitars hooked up to battery operated generators! They also have a ministry to widows, widowers, and their families. Building homes for them, helping them find work, and get back on their feet. She also reaches out to the neighboring villages. Making sure that they have what THEY need.
 
Sean - our contact here - said that you can travel three hours in any direction from Mosakee...and you won't ever have to worry about finding your way back. Everyone knows Dteday. They say, "She is the one who prayed for my father and he was healed of cancer."  "She was the one who brought water and electricity to our village."  "She was the one who has done so much for our children and given them a future."
 
And yet, when you meet her, you would never know unless she told you. She is more concerned with what you have to say. Every time she speaks the entire room falls silent..so powerful are her words. I feel as if I have met the 'Mother Teresa' of Thailand. And I know I will be coming back here to work with her in the future.  Not Forever.  But God has given me some work to do here.
 
I would love to share just what that is, but now is not the time.  Mainly..because I'm out of time. We have to get back for a team meeting. But I will tell you ALL SOON --I promise. And MAN IS IT EXCITING !!
 
Today we got to ride elephants bear back through the jungle !! Took some amazing pics.. It was so much FUN !!!
 
LOVE YOU ALL
 
joanna

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

Update: 6/13/07 - First Tribal Adventure

Hello !!

We just got back, not long ago from our first of many adventures in the hill tribes of Thailand. This village was called Haug Da Top - a three and 1/2 hour drive, and 2 hour hike up steep mountainous terrain. The people group are called the "Karen". They live a very simple life with their huts, cattle, and crops. But it is absolutely beautiful up there. I am never seen anything like that...Our second day in, we got to help them with their vision for a coffee plantation. They had started two years ago by planted 500 coffee plants. Half of those were lost, and the other half have just started to bare fruit. Thanks to the donation of another local missionary - they were able to buy 500 more plants, that we helped them get in the ground that day. It was such an amazing experience.. and one I've always dreamed about being able to do. So that was a sweet gift from God.

As if it couldn't get any better, near the end of our planting, we heard a loud noise coming over the mountain. It was rain!! I have never heard rain before I saw it - but wow!! It was gorgeous. We grabbed our picks, tools, plants, hats, and went running for their huts for shelter. It was so incredible. I didn't stay there long though. I had to go dance in it.

Then a pastor friend showed us where there was a waterfall we could swim in. We got to hike through the rain forest, with a machete - chopping brush out of the way. At the clearing we were over looking rice fields as far as we could see. There were water buffalo munching away on different level, that looked up as we passed.  All this while it was still raining!!

An incredible day..by far, one of the best I have ever lived.

We had the chance to pray for a lot of people and saw God move.Many of the young people in Haug Da Top are strong in their faith and love for God and each other. The spirit world is very real to them. And they shared many stories with us about seeing demons, and chasing them out of the village in Jesus name. Revival is breaking out in many of the hill tribes, as people are dreaming dreams and having visions of Jesus. People who didn't know who Jesus was, are getting saved, by the Spirit. They are corporately seeing visions and experiencing things like in Acts 2 - when Holy Spirit came with fire. People are getting healed and delivered. And God is blessing their crops and cattle. Only a year ago..many of them were starving to death - but now God is pouring out blessing. Like the floodgates of heaven. To hear them pray ..crying out to God with their whole heart and every bit of lung power, hour after hour. And to live with them, in those conditions, and understand more then I ever have the intensity of their need. I was moved with a desire to DO something. I know that I was there..and I was DOING SOMETHING. But more..what more can I do? I don't want to just forget what I have seen and heard and experienced.

Now we will be going to another tribe the day after tomorrow. This time to work with an Indian woman who started an orphanage up in the mountains. Please pray for us as we go. But also remember the people in Haug Da Top...that God would be near to them.Continuing to blessing their crops, and their village with food and clothing. With clean water. That the coffee we planted will take root, and be fruitful - bringing in prosperity for their families and future. They are such giving people. What little they had..they still insisted that they cook for us while we were there (though we had brought food of our own). And as we left they gave us peppers and rice.

They have left a mark in me that I am still searching to fully grasp. They LIVE like Jesus..though many of them have never, and will never be able to read or write. God has written his law on their hearts in such an amazing way. I will never forget them. And I sincerely hope that someday I will be able to go back.

I will try to write again in a week or so. We will be in the next village from Saturday through the following Friday.
I love you all - and am praying for you ---

joanna

Monday, June 11, 2007

Update: June 10, 2007 - 5:51 PM

We are heading out for the hill tribes today.  It's 6 in the morning here.  We will be driving for three hours and hiking for one, and then we will be out there for about three days.  That is the only amount of time since it is all the water and supplies we can carry at one time, with our equipment and everything else.  I've been taking lots of pics and will be getting them onto a cd when I get back to Chang Mai here.  We drove to Chang Mai the day before yesterday.

Thank you for your prayers.  I miss you a lot .  I have many stories to share - and will later.

love you - joanna

PS:  Pray for team unity, and gratefulness for small things..as it is very very hot and humid here..and difficult at times.

Update: June 7, 2007 - 5:52 AM

I am writing to let you know that I am here safely.  I was really tired when I arrived because I hadn't slept at all on any of the flights.  It was a 13 hour flight from San Fran to Taipai, and a six hour flight from Taipai to Bankok.  We had a 5 hour lay over in Taipai.  A two hour lay over in San Fran and about a 3 hour lay over in Salt Lake.  So it was a long day or so.  It was Wednesday night when we got here.  The weather outside of the airport felt like we were walking through lotion..the air is so balmy.  It smells like inscense everywhere we go.  The culture is beautiful.  The buildings and taxis and people are so colorful and sweet.  I am learning things about the culture that are hard for me, like not making eye contact with men and smiling - because it is an invite.  This is hard...
 
Pray that God gives me the gift of Thai - for communicating.  I NEED LANGUAGE.
But yes, it is gorgeous here.  I love it.  And I am doing well. 
 
This is all the time I have.  Thank you for you prayers.  I am really happy to be here.  I am tempted to live in a foreign country - I love it !!
 
Kiss and hug everyone for me.  - I miss you

Wednesday, June 6, 2007

Leaving for Thailand

There's been a lot that has happened to bring us to this moment. But I can finally say that I am READY to leave for Thailand. Our team will be leaving the base at 2 pm Monday (tomorrow) for the Kalispell airport. About a half hours drive from here. We have a group of nine lead by Terry and Janean Hilliard from Florida. There are 4 guys and three girls - Chad from Idaho, Jon Hanson from Montana, Jon Lundsford from California, and Jason from New Jersey, Emily from North Dakota, Jaala from Colorado, and Myself.

We have a long trip ahead of us. Our flight leaves at 4pm to Salt Lake, from there we fly to San Fransisco, then Taiwan -where we'll say goodbye to team Taiwan, and continue on to Bankok - Thailand.  It'll be mid-day Wednesday for us there, but sometime Tuesday for you here..when we arrive. We'll be in Bankok for 3 days for orientation. During this time we will be briefed on the culture, language, etc. Saturday (Friday for you) we will be taking a bus from Bankok and traveling 8 hours north to Chang Rai - where we will be for the next two weeks ministering at the University. After that will be spending two weeks in the hill tribes on the Loas/ Burmese boarder. Then two weeks in Chang Mai working at the smoothie shop run by local YWAM missionaries. After that we will go back to the hill tribes for two more weeks. And then have a little break for about 3 days, to pray about what God would have us do, for the last part of our time there. We could revisit one of the places we've been ministering at, or we could go somewhere else. I will keep you posted.

When I am in Chang Rai and Chang Mai I will have access to a computer, so I will keep in touch then. Thank you all for your prayers and support.  Your encouraging words are a comfort to me.
Please know that my love and prayers are with you!!

Love Sincerely,
Joanna

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

What is God doing at YWAM?

Dear Family & Friends,

I am now starting my 9th week of DTS (discipleship training school). It’s hard to believe that I’m nearing the end of my lecture phase, and that in two short weeks I will be leaving for outreach! We have been split into 3 groups. One team of 11 will be going to Brazil to work with the street children and in an orphanage, as well as working with local contacts at the pre-Olympic games in Rio. The other group of 6 will be going to Taiwan and doing inner city ministry and working hand in hand with YWAM’s full time missionaries in the country.

My team of 7 students and two team leaders (Terry and Janean Hillard) will be going to Thailand! We will fly into Bangkok and stay with contacts for 2 days of briefing about the culture, language, and local/national current events and concerns. From there we will take a train to northern Thailand where we will be staying in a guest house owned by YWAM for one day of intercession before we head into the hill tribes. We will be living with the hill tribes people near the Burmese/Laos border for one month – doing friendship evangelism, as well as showing the Jesus movie, doing dances, dramas, and preaching. From there we will travel down to Chang Mai – where we will work in a smoothie shop (that is own by YWAM missionaries), and minister to the college students at the university there. We will be there for about 3 weeks. After that time we will have about 3 days to rest up and pray about where we should be spending the rest of our time. Terry and Janean are leaving the last part of our outreach open for us to hear God about and plan. So we could go back to the hill tribes, or down to Bangkok, or up to Chang Rai, or any other area that God puts on our hearts as a group. I love our leaders' openness to God and utter dependence on His voice. They absolutely will not plan something just to plan it. They are so careful to do what Holy Spirit is saying, and be lead by His guidance – I have learned SO MUCH from them!


This is a really busy time for us. We are all working on dramas, dances, sermons, music, and children’s VBS programs. I had the honor of being chosen to choreograph a dance for our team. The song we’re doing is “Be Near To Me” - by Enter the Worship Circle. It is my first time ever choreographing anything! So I have been pretty nervous – feeling stretched and out of my comfort zone. But God has been good to me, and He is putting it together smoothly and effectively. When the other girls and Janean saw it, there was unanimous approval and excitement – which was incredibly encouraging. We have a lot to do to get it ready before we go, but I’m not worried anymore. I have total confidence in my Father to finish the work He’s begun in this dance, and in our hearts.

I am also working on a solo dance called, “Just to Please You.” I’m really excited about this one also! Becky Olive – my dance instructor for our track class – is choreographing it. She is a professional dancer, and has traveled with several companies before coming here to work with YWAM. I feel lucky to be getting the quality instruction that I am. It’s always been a desire of my heart!


NOTE: We will be taping these dances and dramas either before we go or while we’re gone and uploading them unto U-Tube online. So you will be able to view them shortly – I will let you know when we get them on there. There are a lot of really talented people on my team. One being Jon Hanson from Kalispell (but a Colorado native). He is on his way to becoming a photo journalist (naturally, owning a pretty sweet camera) and will be making a documentary of our travels that he’s going to share with the everyone when we get back. So none of you will miss a beat!


Before I came here, I had no idea what a ride I was in for. Our schedule is very full with: 17 class room lecture hours, 3 hours of corporate intercession, book reports, homework, track assignments, work duties, and journals due every week. We attend a Thursday night meeting here on base every week that is open to the community. We are also required to be involved in a local church in the area and attend every Sunday– as a part of our DTS curriculum . I’ve been very blessed to have found a ‘home away from home’ at Fresh Life church in Kalispell. It’s a beautiful small store front church in down town, that meets in an upper room of an older/remodeled building. There is a fun mix of people there – a lot of YWAM'ers as well as locals. Sounds a lot like home, doesn’t it?


Since coming here I have been challenged, humbled, stretched, convicted, and changed. We get to spend an entire week on one topic – dissecting and digesting it. But we live in such close contact with each other, and are in a constant application mode. This hasn’t been easy – I won’t lie. But it’s been good for me. I’ve had the opportunity to see the pride and selfishness that is really in my heart, and God’s been able to get it out. I think it’s a daily work. But He’s doing it!


I’ve begun to dream again. And God has reaffirmed the things He’s been speaking to my heart for years (that I was unsure of). He’s been giving me strategy and connecting me with people here who have the same vision and heart! I met a girl named Megan from Maryland who is a powerful intercessor, and we’ve started praying together every morning. We feel that the Lord is calling us to partner together in the future for the things He is calling us to do. We have also started a processing/prayer time for our class every night at 10pm – to whenever we finish. God has really moved our group into repentance and intercession for our generation, the church, and our nation.


We are a broken, raw, desperate people...who cannot be silent. We strive to live vulnerably, transparently, and gut wrenchingly honest lives before each other. We don’t want to GO TO CHURCH anymore. We finally see that attendance on Sunday doesn’t mean anything when you’re spiritually absent all week. We are striving to BE the body Christ died to save. To have intimate fellowship with Him and each other. To listen to His voice and do what He says. To share our possessions with each other, and give to the needy. To allow Holy Spirit to interrupt our plans, and listen to those nudges.


We have been finding that revival isn’t as abstract as we imaged it would be. But it’s the life that’s born out of our death to self. It is the small obediences. It is the small acts of love that are taking over our world with GOOD NEWS. And that is all the gospel really is, isn’t it? Clothes for the naked, food to fill the hungry bellies, a hug for the lonely, to weep with those who are grieving, and laugh with those to rejoice. TO LOVE GOD with all our heart soul and strength, and to love our neighbor better then we love ourselves. To prefer them. Can you imagine what this world would look like if we – small Christ's, we little Christians, just did what He said? This is the simple way we are called to. This is the revolution of ordinary everyday radicals that is on the rise. This is the life we were born to live. This is the message that makes our stomachs quiver and our spirits leap – because something in us tells us it’s TRUE.


If there was ever a doubt in my mind as to whether or not I was supposed to come – it has been completely obliterated. Thank you for your prayers! Thank you for your financial support, making it possible for me to come, and keeping me (alive) here! Thank you for your encouraging words, emails, letters, phone calls, and care packages – that have made me feel so loved and connected to home! You are my home, and I look forward to seeing you soon!  My love and prayers are with you!